Photoshp 挫折

I did the thingis to watch the video on youtube and try to mimic it .

But I could not have interesting to the anything .

But I thought  that my feeling that might be interesting but no so much .

I understood my mind that I would be not have a interesting towerds it , but one month later , one years later might be change my feeling

The reason that I stumbled it upon that I, I have no knowledge even the beginner knowledge .